Wednesday, January 17, 2007

Say Never-Never

Was just browsing through Squidoo.com lenses. . . and stumbled upon Seth Godin' lens, with an excerpt from "Small is the New Big", which counselled businesses to "Do the Never". . .whatever's "always" done. . .don't do.

Okay, fair enough. Obviously, don't go mad and, say, "Okay, Seth, well, all airlines fly. My airline will tunnel underground."

Christ, but I've been an uptight human being lately. Always with the extreme scenarios.

It was very serendipitous that I came across this. . . I used to believe this fervently. Yeah, fervently....... a word I've been too uptight to use of late.

Peter Pan.

Never Never Land. . . .

Say Never-Never used to be my motto.

In fact, when I was 19, I even wrote a not-terrible poem about taking "the nevers and the gnarled forevers" and crushing them "like dead leaves" beneath my feet.

Oooooh, the romance of "dead leaves". Every true romantic knows.

What I've been saying a lot lately is "No More" and "Enough".

All the friggin' play has gone out of my life.

But I am making a mental note about Pan here, and I consider myself on warning...

"Do the Never", counsels Seth Godin.

Okay, so I don't have a product to market and I don't know how, exactly, I'm going to apply this, but I am going to remain conscious of all the ways in which I dutifully mimic the status quo, and without attempting to run an underground airline, I am going to shimmy outside of the box as soon as I identify an opportunity to do so.

Might be kind of hard: I've been stuck in my own counter-productive thought process for waaaaaaayyyy too long. The other night, I was asked if I had lost all sense of wonder. Had to seriously think about that. . .I've gotten so cynical.

Well..... fairy-dust, I suppose.

No one can fly unless the fairy dust has been sprinkled upon them. . . . . and, oh hey, off the top of my head-- what happened to The Lost Boys: "It is sad to have to say that the power to fly eventually left them. . . ."

Well, I don't want to lose that ability. But I've gotta lighten up.

I have to start defying my own mental gravity. You'd think someone as anti-authoritarian as myself would rebel against even my own limiting thoughts?

It is kind of funny that the picture I'm using here is a statue of Peter Pan-- that's practically sacrilegous.

No one could ever capture the spirit of Pan in stone.

But, it's a nice shot, and it was available on Creative Commons, and I didn't want to use a cartoon.

So, here's to paradox, and here's to Never-Never.

Stonereader

More and more, I am being drawn back into creative mode, and stories and inspiration keep coming my way....... someone recommended this docmentary to me today--- the very thing to restore my faith in the power of creativity, and art, and story to time-travel..... that is what art is, no? A tool for time travelers--- something created out of time, to which the normal rules of time and space do not apply....? This is what I need to believe.....

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

Welcome Elizabeth


Okay Liz,

Post a comment: what should I be talking about here?

I want ideas.

What news stories?

What issues?

Let's get a table talk going.

Help your girl. Pretend we're at a party.

Draw me out, yo.

Let's sow some seeds, my love...

Monday, January 15, 2007

Thought Provoking Book: The Rebel Sell

Here I am, the consummate, modern consumer. . .kinda dazed, in search of distinction but dressed-down, restless.....wanting, not wanting to want.....aaaah.....


For innately rebellious and cynical souls like moi, this book was extremely thought-provoking. For years now, I have really struggled with my own child-of-the-90s tendency to buck the mainstream and go green and be hyper-socially conscious, all while feeling my "beliefs" were just a little too black and white.... I have, for years, believed that big business could in fact be a very, very good thing, if only our consciousness would rise to meet the potential.....

This book has helped to kickstart my social thinking once again, and in a very productive way...

Please find it, read it.....argue with it if you must, but grapple with it.... check my store-thing (lol, ever the capitalist) to order it from Amazon.....

If I had the mental energy I would write a full blown review of it.... hopefully mental energy will come later this week..... for now.... I'm just endorsing it wholeheartedly.........as a starting
point for a new way of understanding our culture, minus the unhelpful, countercultural wail....

( god i still feel like a traitor to my own beliefs just typing that, so that shows how deeply embedded in my psyche the mainstream/alternative dichotomy is") Silliness.

Sunday, January 7, 2007

Peak Art

Peak Art


I’m worried that art and literature have peaked along with oil, like separated twins expiring at the same moment in spite of time and distance. I’m worried that the definitive Canadian poem was written by Margaret Atwood in 1970, and that it pounds the final nail into the coffin of that grand old idea that art might be something more than a strictly commercial enterprise. Those interested in Canadian literature (or art, or what have you), its making and its consumption, often fret over what makes a piece discernibly Canadian. Love of the land, pastoral imagery, down-to-earthness, humility, sense of humor, the inclusion of a Mountie, a Horatio Alger-esque hero or heroine, a railroad track, ambivalence re: ethnic and cultural diversity or . . . what? Well, I’m loath to argue that the mystery-Canadian-ingredient we’ve all been hem-hawing about for so long may well be artistic disillusionment and complete surrender to practical and financial considerations, because I really hope that isn’t what it is. Or at least won’t be forever. But in Atwood’s poem “Later in Belleville: Career”, we’re given a glimpse of commercialized talent decaying quite comfortably no thanks to itself. The poem should be read in it’s entirety to be fully grasped, but here are the highlights. It begins with Atwood's depiction of Moodie's artistic beginnings, crafting trinkets for tourists by the light of an oil lamp so that her children might wear shoes, and concludes:

Now every day

I sit on a stuffed sofa

In my own fringed parlour, have

uncracked plates (from which I eat

at intervals)

and a china teaset.

There is no use for art.

The poem opens with oil burning conspicuously and ends with the obsolescence of art and the means of procuring warmth and sustenance rendered abstract, invisible, and waaaaay besides the point. In between, art is crafted with spendthrift tourists and hard-to-come-by shoes in mind. Just when she might have been free to write with true uninhibited candor, free from the threat of financial ruin and starvation, she falls silent, unable to speak a word regarding the society that has allowed for her survival and no longer feeling the need to deal in contrivances. Is art merely the province of the disenfranchised? Once licensed, is it still art, or is it prostitution, compromise, calculated reciprocity, a faked orgasm—beautifully timed to coincide with whatever public thrust, but just as fake nevertheless?

This poem may be read and interpreted on many levels, and it is not my wish to de-contextualize it from the exquisite collection it is part of, but the succession of images it employs are compelling, for me, on their own terms. First Susanna writes for survival, then for a slightly more comfortable survival, and finally not at all. Why bother? She has fringes now. Actual fringes. Isn’t that art enough? Knick-knacks, imported goods, an abundance of food. If one sits a little longer with this poem, it isn’t difficult to imagine the oil lanterns burning down to nothing, darkness closing the scene. Nearly two-hundred years later, we’ve grown into a nation teeming with optimistic and inspired artists turned business-savvy sales-pitchers. We are running low on fuel. Not a stubborn Keats among us. The neon lights are flickering. Even billboards, now, are flickering. The arts are industries like any other: stylized and slick, chock-full of posers and panderers to business-tripping buyers and investors, if not treasure-hunting tourists.

At this year’s Northrup Frye literary festival in Moncton, New Brunswick, I spoke with one of the authors, a university professor, briefly about the future of Canadian literature. He did not seem optimistic. In fact, he ever-so-slightly rolled his eyes at me and suggested I was optimistic when I professed my belief that inspiration is contagious, genius is contagious, the literary future still might be kind of a little bit maybe bright etc. . . He left me with the distinct impression that he felt a considerable percentage of up and coming young writers were on the megalomaniacal and empty-slick side. As an aspiring writer myself, I cringed, and silently agreed. I am all too familiar with the self-important blood that runs in creative veins, the temptation to colonize all that one sees and perceives, and weave it into a masterpiece of disillusionment and ennui. To re-invent the wasteland in our own image (which, of course, is sort of what I’m doing in this essay, but with good intentions, I promise). In the afterword to her Susanna Moodie poems, Atwood quipped that megalomania was supposed to be an American affliction (paranoid schizophrenia being a more apt Canadian illness). My friend Natalie writes to tell me about a creative writing student she knows who is “so arrogant, it’s impossible to have a conversation with him.” Alas. Or, not even alas. . .but just. . .uh-huh.

When did our country cease to simultaneously alienate and guilelessly enchant it’s artists and begin to flat-out piss them off so much that they pretty much forsake their art in favor of acquiring status and cash and corporate positions? I know I’m generalizing, but am I really? Why the well-known hegira from starving, sensitive artist to fat, mainstream, business-savvy sell-out? Could it be because any country so hyped for its natural resources simply cannot survive the transformation of those resources into products, raw talent into genius (in the old creatively brilliant but not necessarily a pop-star sense of the word)? Somewhere along the line, something gets adulterated, refined beyond recognition, over-processed. When every last bit of originality has been transformed into an oeuvre, an empire, a business, a franchise, a series of novels, a finished product, a highway: what then? Settle into the cozy living room you’ve purchased/inherited or else venture out into a brand new wilderness, a wilderness alive with parasitic art waiting to suck you into the souvenir shop, club, department store or charity it was created to promote? Go stand in line to sing a cover song? Not bloody likely. Not when you’ve acquired a stuffed sofa already.

I realize I’m not painting a pretty picture. My perspective as a small-town Maritime girl probably biases me from the get-go against pure commercialism. But I see far more interesting, intelligent and visionary work coming from Canadian journalists (who are usually a bit more assured of their paychecks, and who, for good or ill, belong to a community of their peers) than I do from its poets, artists, novelists and story-tellers (N .B. I exclude New Brunswick journalists from this praise—which is not to suggest that they lack vision or talent, it’s just that if they do have any, who would ever know it, what with the whole conservative media monopoly thing—which is neither here nor there, but of course, there it is all the same). If there is no use for art it is because society has determined there is no use for art, no training ground, no cradle, Creative Writing MAs and MFAs aside—although these programs are arguably far more like tiger’s dens than cradles—ah screw it, pay me no mind, Socialist or no, we’ve never been a nation of swaddlers—the wilderness, the wilderness, lest we ever forget. Why are so few voices really crying out in it though? I mean really crying out unapologetically and unafraid of doing anything other than echo? Teasets, I fear.

Mrs. Moodie was not sitting pretty because of her own literary or artistic work: her husband’s success in a political rebellion is what won her her comfort. What society rewards is what it will get more of. And it certainly has gotten us more politics, more billboards, more used car parts, more machines that need oil. Brave creativity and upsetting candor is still pretty much suspect, easy to perceive as megalomaniacal and anti-social: not things you get rewarded for. It’s up to us to start rewarding artists if we want to keep producing (yes, I said producing) them in all their rebellious and challenging glory. Like the natural resources they are. They have their uses. Like oil. Which, by the way, we’re almost out of. Although perhaps this is why we hate to encourage the independently creative. It would be such a shame to have to burn things people actually poured their hearts, souls and integrity into when the day for last-ditch fires finally comes.

Monday, January 1, 2007

2007: Little Preview


There's a lot to look forward to. Instead of making a list of futile resolutions this year, I decided to make a list of things to keep an eye out for--stories to watch, movies and media to anticipate, guesses at trends, etc . I most humbly submit to you a somewhat silly off-the-top-of-my-head list of things to be on the lookout for, and to look forward to in 2007.

Let me just get this out of the way:

Politics

Here in Canada we'll all be (okay, some of us will be) waiting with baited breath for a federal election call. With Stephane Dion in as the new Leader of the Liberal Party, it won't be too long.

Suffice it to say that in 2007 I will be watching for the return of the tolerant, no-nonsense, progressive Canadian spirit. Whomever's banner it happens under, it has to happen, or we're frikkin' doomed, eh? We should look closely at the culture wars currently being waged in the United States, and take heed.... and vote wisely.

Movies
  • Spiderman 3 (ooooh yes, I think we all need to see one more time how the battle for the soul happens within...and the good guy's ultimate rejection of the oh-so-tempting and slickly stylized dark side....
  • Rob Zombie's Halloween It's about damn time, and what better way to honour Moustapha Akkad's memory than this. Maybe people will even go out and track down a copy of Lion of the Desert in order to expand their world-perspective. As a matter of fact, I promise to write an entry very soon about how revelatory the Halloween franchise has been thus far, insofar as providing insight into terrorism and the Western world. We've always known that science fiction has a profound political aspect-- so does horror. Now more than ever. Do not avert your eyes, mes amis.....prend ma main.
  • Grind House Tarantino and Rodriguez... this is gonna be bad, but I won't be able to resist it.
I think this gives you an idea of where my cinematic affinities lie...


Trends

  • I think its safe to assume that the 80s will continue to come back. Axl Rose is ambulatory and out of hiding. Maybe, just maybe indicative of the rebellious American spirit finally seeing its shadow.
  • I predict we're going to see a new wave of feminism emerge over the next few years. Its already starting to simmer. . .I can feel the lipstick feminists becoming capitalists, pure, and the grass-roots activists getting savvy and branded. Now that shows like Charmed no longer exist to anasthetize (albeit acknowledge) feminine spiritual longings and wisdom, we will begin to collectively draw down the moon. I can just feel it.
  • Just for fun: I say Mozilla will make even more headway.
  • Celebrities will continue to marry and procreate in an attempt to disguise their sexual orientations.
  • Biden will tear a decisive strip off of Bush, once and for all.
  • Stephane Dion will become Prime Minister of Canada
  • Saddam Hussein will be spotted working as a gas station attendant in Texas.
  • Heroes fans will begin to rival Trekkies
Yeah, okay, I think I'm done for now.

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